Lemontea’s blog

Malam ini seperti malam2 sebelumnya selalu berkutat dengan pekerjaan, aku bosan dan letih aku letih berdiri rasanya aku ingin lari mencari kedamaian di hati.
Tapi malam ini aku melihat mobil mu, hanya dengan melihat mobil mu aku merasa bahagia oh indahnya cinta, walau ini hanya aku saja.

Dia dambaan hati ku, aku memohon untuk mendapatkan hatinya kepada yg kuasa, oh Tuhan manis nya ciptaan mu yg satu ini. Bolehkah aku meminta dia untuk ku?
Aku cinta dia, tapi bagaimana dengan dia? Aku rasa dia tidak mengetahui nya ya Tuhan berikan lah yg terbaik unt kami aku mohon petunjuk mu

Malam ini seperti malam2 sebelumnya selalu berkutat dengan pekerjaan, aku bosan dan letih aku letih berdiri rasanya aku ingin lari mencari kedamaian di hati.
Tapi malam ini aku melihat mobil mu, hanya dengan melihat mobil mu aku merasa bahagia oh indahnya cinta, walau ini hanya aku saja.

Dia dambaan hati ku, aku memohon untuk mendapatkan hatinya kepada yg kuasa, oh Tuhan manis nya ciptaan mu yg satu ini. Bolehkah aku meminta dia untuk ku?
Aku cinta dia, tapi bagaimana dengan dia? Aku rasa dia tidak mengetahui nya ya Tuhan berikan lah yg terbaik unt kami aku mohon petunjuk mu

Malam ini seperti malam2 sebelumnya selalu berkutat dengan pekerjaan, aku bosan dan letih aku letih berdiri rasanya aku ingin lari mencari kedamaian di hati.
Tapi malam ini aku melihat mobil mu, hanya dengan melihat mobil mu aku merasa bahagia oh indahnya cinta, walau ini hanya aku saja.

Dia dambaan hati ku, aku memohon untuk mendapatkan hatinya kepada yg kuasa, oh Tuhan manis nya ciptaan mu yg satu ini. Bolehkah aku meminta dia untuk ku?
Aku cinta dia, tapi bagaimana dengan dia? Aku rasa dia tidak mengetahui nya ya Tuhan berikan lah yg terbaik unt kami aku mohon petunjuk mu

Malam ini seperti malam2 sebelumnya selalu berkutat dengan pekerjaan, aku bosan dan letih aku letih berdiri rasanya aku ingin lari mencari kedamaian di hati.
Tapi malam ini aku melihat mobil mu, hanya dengan melihat mobil mu aku merasa bahagia oh indahnya cinta, walau ini hanya aku saja.

Dia dambaan hati ku, aku memohon untuk mendapatkan hatinya kepada yg kuasa, oh Tuhan manis nya ciptaan mu yg satu ini. Bolehkah aku meminta dia untuk ku?
Aku cinta dia, tapi bagaimana dengan dia? Aku rasa dia tidak mengetahui nya ya Tuhan berikan lah yg terbaik unt kami aku mohon petunjuk mu

Oh I'm feeling blue right now, when you feel your brain can't take over your feeling what you gonna do?

I can't control it now... what's wrong with me??
I can't use my logically right now, I want to call but I feel so shy I hope I can handle it.

Yesterday feel fine but not today maybe coz today is my period, or I just feel empty well I don't know...

When I ask my heart what would happen suddenly it became so blur, but I believe what I feel, this is the 1st time I feel so fine and so in to right direction whew..*I wish this is right*

When the times for pray come I always pray for him, just want everything is good on him that's all that I can do for now.
Make sure that he is alright and always being healthy, I'm don't want pushing my feeling to hard coz I know it's gonna take a lot of my energy so right now I'm trying to be calm.

Yeah maybe you can call me I'm not in to it but it's not right, maybe because my big pride or my big ego or I'm a shy person, or I'm a coward?? well I think all of that have make collaboration :) in my heart ohh what a shame ...

I even don't have a big brave to fight for some one that I crush on, in my feeling I feel like I crush to the right person :P but why can't I fight for it? ohhh coz I'm a coward :((

It's gambling for me to get him or not, if the feeling is mutual thats so cool but how about if he reject me??? what should I do? I'm so afraid to be rejected one, if he is reject me I feel the sky will be so dark, the air lost the oxygen, and the water change the color .....

I hope is not right, wish God help me to find out what the best things for me, I'm sailing too far but I can't find the right island for me ....but I believe God will give me the island that I dreaming on, the island who will take me when he see me ...and it's gonna be soon I believe that :)) God  have his way  

Huh I'm still angry right now, but don't know what to do, even right now my mom get so angry too, the things more complicated right now I hate it, just because one person everything's become so unpredictable, everything going mess even my emotion.

Just because my BIG FOOL AUNTIE everything become mess, I hate her because of it, my fool father, and silly sister huh

Actually I dont want to involve with this mess, but I feel sorry for my nephew poor him, his parents is so dumb and have BAD attitude :(( weks

Who the hell are they ??
What they want ??
FUCK them all...

FUCK OFF

Stay a way from my life and my family you are parasite    

I don't know you

But I want you

But I don't know how to react, wait for me we still have time

When the 1st time I met you

I didn't have confidence, so I just worried 

Since I met you I don't have a confidence, but I know you will stay with me ....

Sitting in front of my laptop thinking for what happen today.....

I really bored with my daily life, everyday I do the is same thing, work and work again, I even don't have enough money for my life :((

This is suck, sorry if I grumbling but I feel so empty right now, I don't know what life that I have to be right now, God Please Help Me....

Start to my SUCK family, right now I really hate my aunt, she is so devil in front of us, she cursing his son how can it be, the son don't want to live with them coz the mother like a monster who don't have heart.

Right now she don't care about her son and give it to my for all the responsibility :( how can it be :( I have to pay all the expenses school, which is not cheap, I really get angry with it. It feel like I want to explode.

What kind of parents is that, I never parents like that before even my mom sometime so rude but she never do that, right now they give all the responsibility, if she said with nice word or anything I would be understand but what happen right now she is yelling to me and to my parents lol... does she feel embarrassed ? no I don't think so, she feel that she is the right one who had naughty son who always make a trouble to embarrassing her.

That kid was made a mistake before it's because he feel hungry and don't have money to buy meals, so he stolen the bread in the market.
That because the mom not give him enough money for school, I know it's still wrong but she had to look at it or maybe she is going nuts yeah I think so could it be

This problem completely my life huh very suck I really hate her don't you ever come to see me

And another problem is my job, since the company promote me as LINE PRODUCER I feel nothing, in one side of course I feel happy but in another side I feel nothing ;(, new responsibility but not new salary :( what should I worked?

I lost my glory to work, I work coz I need to pay all the expanses, I really tired of working I want to lay down and take a new air who has no pollute thats what I'm dreaming about.

I hate to work everyday, but no one can help me :( but thanks to God that I still have, he never live me even in 1 second

Sometime I want to scream out laud and everyone can hear my anger and my sadness.

I hate my boss too right now, an arrogant one, who treat her self like a quin lol ....embarrassing
She put her self to high sometime, I really tired of her what the heck, can I out from the devil circle ?

God help me please ...          

Why people always yelling? have them make a mistake? or they born for the right one?

I got lonely :(
Where are you ??
Just come and see me

I sit at the same place
Would you please take a look
I even can't hear your voices

Love me is all you need
Don't make me embarrassed my self
I know u want me

I need you at home
Home that I built with my pray
Home that you can lay on

I saw your car
But I haven't found you here
Don't you know  your the place that I trough

Dont make me crazy
Just blame your love to me
I don't care as long as you are mine

Just come and say you love me